Maybe i'm being too egoistic. What did she do to make her deserve to be treated like this?
I received a missed call from an unrecognized number the other day. Quite much. Because of anxiety, I texted that number and asked who it is. It was her. I was shocked at first, in my little heart I was like, "Oh ok, so?". A few hours later she texted me. "I'm sorry." She apologized. Actually, I wanted to ask, "what for?" thou I already know the answer, but that question only ended up in draft; it was hard. I can't even. Ugh. I hate myself. Mira, please. Open your heart a little bit. If you don't, this problem will never be solved. Please.
"O Allah, please help me...."
