Old times

I can't help myselt from laughing at my old posts.

Entah pape entah. Ayat skema, ayat w3mp!tz semua ada. Malu pula rasa bila baca balik. Ada ke mintak nak turun kelas. Lol. Btw, tak turun-turun pun. Allah tak makbulkan pun doa tu. Allah tahu apa yang terbaik untuk aku. And alhamdulillah, result masa tu very nice. Tapi sayang sekolah punya pasal, tak mintak tukar pun. Banyak jugak memori aku selama ni. Huh. Baru perasan. Sorry for my language. Dulu bahasa aku memang kasaq sikit. Hee. Sekarang ni Alhamdulillah dah berubah. Dah besar dah kan.

Nah gambaq aku masa kecik ( tetiba )

Ego shmeego

Maybe i'm being too egoistic. What did she do to make her deserve to be treated like this?

I received a missed call from an unrecognized number the other day. Quite much. Because of anxiety, I texted that number and asked who it is. It was her. I was shocked at first, in my little heart I was like, "Oh ok, so?". A few hours later she texted me. "I'm sorry." She apologized. Actually, I wanted to ask, "what for?" thou I already know the answer, but that question only ended up in draft; it was hard. I can't even. Ugh. I hate myself. Mira, please. Open your heart a little bit. If you don't, this problem will never be solved. Please.

"O Allah, please help me...."