The End ?

Assalamua'laikum & hi people! Gosh, it has been two years since I last wrote. Kinda just missed writing all of a sudden. So here I am! Please bare in mind that my writing skills are rusty as heck now so this might get reaaaaally boring, but whatevs y'know. Lol.

Welp, two years had gone by. Time does flies fast don't they? My last post was when I was in year one and currently I'm in my year three already, OMG! I only got one more year left with my studies and I'm done people, I'M DONE! *sorry got excited all of a sudden*
Anyway, the motive of this post is because I wanted to tell you that I might probably won't be posting anymore. *sobs* So, goodbye now ;-)

Just kidding! Lol. Actually I've been thinking of starting a new blog where I wanted to have a fresh start. So this will not be the end of my writing my friends. Maybe I will, still be posting here, maybe I won't, who knows? That's all for the time being. Don't miss me too much. Haha, goodbye.

comeback ( sort of )

Assalamua'laikum wbt.

It's been a really long time since I last wrote I guess. So, ta-dah here i am again! Hehe *pls at least pretend to be excited for me* Well, a lot of things had happened ever since. For example like, i've ended my matriculation and i enrolled in university and already ended my first semester and now i'm on my final sem break which is going to end in few more days.


So yeah. I'll talk a little about my university life. Actually, it was never as how I(during my school days) imagined it would be. At all. But the unimaginable things turned out to be "not bad" at all. Most universities just prepared so little buses and most of the time many of them might not even be able to ride at all despite they're so very late to class or they just finished class and nearly collapsed bcs they didn't get enough sleep the night before bcs they're studying very hard to get good results for the quiz but the lecturer ended up not doing the quiz bcs THEY JUST CAN. Ok, I may be exaggerating. No offense. But yeah. It's just what i'm trying to say. But luckily, my university prepared buses every single day(although sometimes its not on time) so we didn't have to undergo those problems stated before. Lol what am I doing. I'm bragging about my university buses hahahahahaha sorry everyone.


Talking about the society. My class was..idk the girls don't really go well with the guys. We're so awkward with each other 'though one semester had ended. But some of them do. Um...idk maybe we just need more time I guess. The lecturers are very nice to. Hm. I don't really know how to describe much about this part so that's all.


Ok. At first the foods here are so-so but it became boring after a while and from so-so it turned out to be " mehhhh :/ ". But I just eat anyway bcs other places to eat would take 30(+) mins from my hostel so yeah I wouldn't waste my precious time for food. Anyway, the cooks there would try adding new foods to the menus so that the students won't get bored eating same food everyday so, I appreciate them for that.


Lastly, the views here. This is what I like the most here. The views. I like it so much especially in the evening bcs I could see the sunset. It was reaaaally beautiful Subhanallah I must say. But they're starting constructions so I wouldn't see it anymore from my room after this. WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT..HOW COULD YOU...(sorry again)


Well that's all I guess. Idk next post maybe will be posted after I got a job and have my own family I guess hahaha. Just kidding. See you.


Assalamua'laikum wbt.

idk

I'm lacking in soft skills.






Very.






I don't know who to put the blame on.

but I'll blame myself.







for not taking any action in improving my soft skills in the past.

sigh..

h u h.

mama dengan ayah cakap, "kalau kak ti dapat usm(kubang kerian; which is dekat dengan rumah je) mama dengan ayah nak sponsor kete.


"sounds interesting."





tapi..





aku?





usm?





USM?!





boleh ke?

Nothing

Just wanted to say that I miss you guys. Kbye ♥

If you...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

 "If you do not want punishment to be written in your account, behave well with your parents.
If you want to be known amongst people as an intelligent person, always fear Allah.
If you want to be counted amongst Allah’s favourites, recite Quran every morning and evening.
If you want your heart to always be enlightened, never forget death.
If you never want to be away from Allah’s blessings, treat fellow creatures well.
If you never want to be harmed by your enemies, always have faith in Allah.
If you never want to be humiliated, be careful of your actions.
If you want to live long, always do sile rahm (goodness towards blood relations)
If you wish to stay free of the punishment of the grave, always wear pure clothes.
If you don’t want to burn in hell, control your eyes and tongues.
If you want forgiveness, repent with sincere humility to Allah.
If you want to be respected, never extend you hand of need at people.
If you always want to be honoured, never humiliate or put anyone down.
If you don’t want to be squashed by the grave recite Surah Mulk often.
If you want your wealth to increase, recite Surah Waqia every night.
If you want to be safe and at peace on the day of judgement, do dhikr of Allah from dusk to night.
If you want to be in full attention and concentration during salah, do your wudhu with concentration and attention. " by  - Prophet Muhammad (saw)

Kucing

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Kata Ustaz Azhar Idrus...
Kadangkala Allah hantar kucing untuk menguji kita.. Sama ada kita sayang atau tidak dengan rezeki Allah.. Kerana dia tidak minta ikan yang baru digoreng.. Dia tidak minta pinggan yang elok ketika makan.. Dia tidak minta air untuk membasuh tangan.. Dia tidak minta tisu untuk lap mulut.. Dia hanya meminta sisa-sisa makanan kita yang tidak habis di makan..
Jadi, janganlah terlalu bakhil dengan sekalian maklukNya....

Why make du'a ?

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Dua is defined as any invocation or prayer addressed to Allah (SWT). In our times, we find many reasons why people do not make Dua; we forget, don’t know how, or just do not think it will be answered. Fundamental to this is the loss of dependence and trust upon Allah. As Muslims there is something very wrong when we believe our Duas won’t be answered.We do not turn to Allah in our times of need and instead put our trust, dependence and hopes on worldly things that we think will help us. Although these temporal things are the means through which our Duas can be answered, the root of our being should be trained automatically to turn to Allah and not anything or anyone else. Through Dua, we strengthen our Imaan and our relationship with Allah, as well as heighten our awareness of cause and effect that can help inspire and motivate us to be closer to Islam in our lives.
We find many reassurances throughout the Quran for those who make Dua. Allah the Exalted, has said: “And your Lord says: Pray unto me: and I will hear your prayer” (Quran 40:60), “Call upon your Lord Humbly and in secret” (Quran 7:55), “When My servants question thee concerning Me, I am indeed close (to them): I listen to the prayer of every suppliant when he calleth on Me” (Quran 2:186), “Is not He (best) who listens to the (soul) distressed when it calls on Him, and who relieves its suffering.” (Quran 27:62)
Aisha radhiallaahu anha said, “No believer makes Dua and it is wasted. Either it is granted here in this world or deposited for him in the Hereafter as long as he does not get frustrated.”
In fact, it is even wrong to never make Dua, “Whosoever does not supplicate to Allah, He will be angry with Him.”[Saheeh Jaami`as-Sagheer #2414]
We can and should make Dua in every condition, i.e. in hardship and in prosperity.

Change.

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Assalamu'alaikum. 

Throughout the days i've been in my college, i observed that many things in me that have changed. From the way I talked, to the way I dressed. I realised that I talked more politely than before and I started wearing my tudung covering my chest area and I also started wearing big sized shirts. I wore socks everytime I wanna go out. At first, I just did it because I just followed people around me. But then, I became used to it. I feel uneasy when I didn't cover my chest or wear small shirts and even when I didn't wear socks, I felt like all eyes are on me (perasan). Lol. But yes, it's true. I don't even know how I can tell you guys that feeling. You just have to do it and feel it yourself. 

Also, the way I behave. Nah, I don't want to talk much about this. If we change our appeareance, in shaa Allah our behaviour will also change. If you want to change the way you behave, find a good friend. 

The Prophet ﷺ (peace be upon him) was reportedly asked: “Which of our companions are best?” He replied: “One whose appearance reminds you of God, and whose speech increases you in knowledge, and whose actions remind you of the hereafter.”

The Prophet ﷺ reminds us of the importance of good company in this hadith (record of the Prophet ﷺ): “A good friend and a bad friend are like a perfume-seller and a blacksmith: The perfume-seller might give you some perfume as a gift, or you might buy some from him, or at least you might smell its fragrance. As for the blacksmith, he might singe your clothes, and at the very least you will breathe in the fumes of the furnace.” [Bukhari, Muslim]

We don't have to wait for someone or something bad happens to us for us to change. We just have to do it. Force ourselves. That's the only way. I admit that I'm still not a perfect muslim. I sometimes forgot. But at least I tried. I'm still lacking in many things. Many many things. I have to remind myself everyday so that I can be istiqamah in what I do. 

If we put a great effort to change, Allah will help us. Faith. Have faith in Allah s.w.t. Ignore people badmouthing you. Consider them as a challenge. A challenge for you to become a greater muslim. 

That's all. Remind me if there's something I've mistaken. Jazakallahu khairan kasira ^__^

Old times

I can't help myselt from laughing at my old posts.

Entah pape entah. Ayat skema, ayat w3mp!tz semua ada. Malu pula rasa bila baca balik. Ada ke mintak nak turun kelas. Lol. Btw, tak turun-turun pun. Allah tak makbulkan pun doa tu. Allah tahu apa yang terbaik untuk aku. And alhamdulillah, result masa tu very nice. Tapi sayang sekolah punya pasal, tak mintak tukar pun. Banyak jugak memori aku selama ni. Huh. Baru perasan. Sorry for my language. Dulu bahasa aku memang kasaq sikit. Hee. Sekarang ni Alhamdulillah dah berubah. Dah besar dah kan.

Nah gambaq aku masa kecik ( tetiba )

Ego shmeego

Maybe i'm being too egoistic. What did she do to make her deserve to be treated like this?

I received a missed call from an unrecognized number the other day. Quite much. Because of anxiety, I texted that number and asked who it is. It was her. I was shocked at first, in my little heart I was like, "Oh ok, so?". A few hours later she texted me. "I'm sorry." She apologized. Actually, I wanted to ask, "what for?" thou I already know the answer, but that question only ended up in draft; it was hard. I can't even. Ugh. I hate myself. Mira, please. Open your heart a little bit. If you don't, this problem will never be solved. Please.

"O Allah, please help me...."

Wordless Wednesday.

Kejappp chopppp ! Dah berkurun tak update tetiba nak ber-wordless wednesday. Dey yenadeyy?

Ehem hem hem /clear tekak/ Assalamua'laikum hai semua. Dah lama sangat dah blog ni terbiar. Bukan setakat berhabuk je dah berkarat siap dah ha. Last time aku update blog ni tahun lepas, masa duk busy dengan spm dulu. Selama aku tak update ni, dah banyak sangat benda yang berlaku dalam hidup aku. Dengan result spm nya, dengan result upu nya, dengan keputusan aku nak sambung belajar kat mana nya, dengan kehidupan aku dekat kolej nya dan macam-macam nya lagi lah. Aku bukannya apa, selain malas, faktor utama aku tak update adalah sebab aku takde masa nak update (alasan). Ingatkan lepas spm bolehlah nak update tetiap hari. Tup tup macam tu jugak jadinya. Sekarang duk sibuk dengan matrik pulak. Sebab tak nak pelajaran terganggu, aku jarang online jugak tahun ni. Aduyai. Maklumlah, aku ni jenis kalau duk online je memang tak belajar terus la jawabnya. Jadi aku ambik keputusan online jarang-jarang je.  

Sekarang ni aku tengah cuti sem. Alhamdulillah, final exam haritu boleh jawab. 4 flat ke idok tak tahu la. Aku dah cuba sedaya upaya, aku tawakkal je. Aku harap result aku nanti membolehkan aku untuk pilih course dan universiti yang aku minat bila dah grad nanti. Aku tak nak kena lelong. Tolonglah aku ya Allah...Oh ya, aku sekarang sedang menyambung pelajaran aku di kolej mara kulim, kedah btw. Tu pun kalau nak tahu la. Kalau tak nak tahu pun dah tak boleh dah sebab kau dah baca dan dah tahu dah pun. Huahaha. Aku tak boleh nak describe perasaan aku sepanjang berada di KMKu. Happy ada, sedih pun ada. Lumrah kan? Tapi, berada di KMKu dah banyak mengajar aku tentang kehidupan. Banyak sangat benda baru aku dah belajar. Yang penting aku dapat banyak kawan, yay ! Aku suka kelas aku, tutorial aku, dorm aku, semualah senang. Tapi, hidup tak selalunya indah kan? Ada lah berlaku salah faham sikit haritu. Stress aku dibuatnya. Rasa macam dah tak nak sambung sem 2 dah. Tapi, demi cita-cita aku, dan ibu-bapa aku, aku kena tabahkan diri. Aku tak nak sebab benda kecik tu distract aku dari pelajaran. Ya Allah, kuatkanlah diri ini. Rasanya tu je lah kot. Oh ya, habis cuti sem nanti aku ada exam MUET. Doakan eh? Sekian dari aku. Assalamua'laikum :-)

p/s: tetiba tak tahu nak membahasakan diri apa sebab dah lama tak membahasakan diri dengan "aku". Maaf kalau bunyi macam kasar je macam kasar je. Ihiks //buat tanda peace dekat pipi//

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HIATUS.

my current bias ♥

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His name is Im Jaebum. Like everyone else, i started liking him when i watched Dream High 2. His smile melts me Can't wait for the ending of Dream High 2. Will JB oppa and Haesung be together ? I hope so. Kyaaa ~

me ♥ you

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i have no idea why this picture became like this --"

Hey awak, walaupun saya dah jumpa banyak kawan baru, dan dah selesa berkawan dengan diaorang. Saya tetap ingat, kawan lama tu tetap diutamakan. Awak kawan lama saya, dan kawan selama-lamanya saya, ingatkan saya kalau saya ada buat awak terasa. I ♥ you . You're my  #foreverbestie

just wait ..

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There will always be someone better. There will be someone who people would rather talk to. There will be someone who people would rather be with. There will be someone who you cannot compare to in any way. There will be someone better. Someone who’s more good-looking. Someone funnier. Someone cooler. Someone smarter. Just someone better. And it makes me kind of sad. Not because I want to be the best or anything. It’s just that I don’t want to end up with nothing. With no one. With nobody. And I keep thinking that I will. And that makes me sad. And one day, I will have nobody at all.

Well, at least I keep telling myself so.

My worst nightmare .

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That one day, any girl will take my spot. That one day a girl will sit with you, laugh with you, smile with you, & have a good time with you. That one day a girl will realized that you’re amazing. That one day that girl becomes your girlfriend. That one day she takes my spot for good. That one day you will forget about me because you’re busy thinking about her. Yeah, that scares me the most. Because, I want to be that girl. I want to be only girl. I don’t want anyone to take my spot. Why? Because, if anyone takes my spot; there won’t be anyone else who can take yours. Which is probably going to be the worst reminder that I lost my spot to her. 

I hope this will never happens .. :'(

soul mates :')

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i heart this :')

my mind is currently under construction -.-

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*mintak maaf la yer untuk orang yang rabun dekat tu. hahaaaa :D

LOL :D

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by, miramisu ♥

(barangsejuk actually. haha)